im a little burnt out with school.  i am usually a very lively person, but lately ive felt a lot of apathy.  i hate that feeling.  it makes me feel a little numb.  but, besides that, life is going sooo well.  if i didnt have stress with homework and other odds and ends, i would be flying. 

contentment.   i long for that.  but it's hard to find sometimes.  like, im in love with Christ, but yet, sometimes i feel dissatisfied...like there is a void in myself that i cant fill.  i feel hungry.  but yet, im called to keep truckin.  to not give up and to keep trying...keep drawing near.  im trying.  oh, how i long for a spiritual high!  its been some time since ive had one.  wouldnt it be great to be spiritually high 24/7?  maybe a little scary.

"Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope....."               --Romans 5:3-4

suffering...yeah im not really suffering...but i once read a quote that said "suffering is not having what u want."  i want to be stress free, and to be with Jesus.  so maybe im suffering a little....but God says im building character....so that's a good thing.

What is character to u?  like your definition....if u dont mind........love u all!

ok, so, i guess im a slacker and haven't updated in forever, so here it goes.

life is pretty good.  ok, i would be lying if i didnt say it, im pretty darn happy.  God is good.  i had a great weekend at Get Away.  i learned a lot about the church.  i also learned a lot about evangelizing.  it's just telling your story! that's simple enough. 

so, i met a boy.  well, i have known him for a long time, but now, its different.  and its scary, but oh, so exciting!  and u know what's the best part?  is he makes me feel closer to God.  i cant really explain it.  he pushes me, and comforts me.  its great.  ok, im done with that.

but, besides that, i don't really like school.  im not sure why.  burnt out i guess.  is school hard for any of y'all?  it is just difficult for me.

i hope all is well with u guys.  let me know, please, if there is anything i can pray for u about.

finally an end to the madness.  well, my madness i guess.  i finally understand what God is doing....well, not really, but a little more than i used to i guess.

just pray for me, im going through a huge transition in my life...and my head is spinning.  im not sure what to think...i feel a little unprepared...or at least stunned. 

also, please pray for my neice.  she is now 9 weeks old, and she went to the doctor today.  she will probably have to have surgery on her kidneys.  so, that could be scary.

love u all and let me know how u r doing or if i can pray for u.